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Fragile Machine

by Year of the Fall

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1.
Who have I become? The world has come undone Never see the sun Skin has gotten numb Here we are again in the same place I look at you, but you look down, a smile on your face Is this the only feed that fills you anymore? Is this the only game, the only way, for you to play alone? And what does that mean for us, beyond our circuit boards? Look what we have done Ties that we’ve unspun Traded light for plugs Soft, inhuman buzz If you can hear this voice … you still have a choice
2.
Not sure what I did today, cause every day feels just the same, wired like I’m only half alive. This purposeless monotony, robs me of my energy. The data tell me I’m the one to blame. Time … to say goodbye to this shell of myself I’ve been living inside. Time … to say goodbye to these low-battery days I’ve been calling my life. Ego is the enemy, this get ahead mentality, trapped inside my head with no escape. Is this who I thought I would be, electrical anxiety, buzzing from my fingers to my brain? I’ve given everything, it’s not enough, so shut me down and put me back among your stuff. The west is burning. The east is next. Don’t leave me here with only engines in my head.
3.
Work, work, repeat. Is this really me? Will I ever feel again? Will I ever taste of dreams? The bars behind my mind, I pace on pointless feet, no escape, no one to find me. I’d like to find me. I’m just not sure who I am, a man or a machine, looking outward from these eyes, unrecognizable. Can I step back in time to a moment worth resisting? Sleep, sleep, repeat, my only true relief. Time to recharge again, to power disbelief. In my hands, these empty plans steal inside me like a thief but I am frozen, so beholden to this mainframe life. This is mine, my divine isolation, metallic hesitation, of a mind that can’t decide of optics, of circuits that will never see what’s right in front of me.
4.
Unclean, unworthy, unbeknownst to me Please wake me, I’m not myself anymore. The humans emerge from the darkness, a sparkle in their eyes, but they can’t see. Electric sleep in a dream factory
5.
Late night, a screen I’m wrapped in blue light I hold, a phone Never quite alone Head tilt, eyes wilt, Still can’t turn away Soft skin, hands low Do I have to go there? These moments that I fill Are a lot like standing still I’m a victim of the thrill I’m a victim of the thrill If you, just knew the content of my head —they do, searching— You might not be here Hidden, bedroom Beneath the blankets Monstrous pleasure, so stimulating
6.
Push my buttons, I’ll come running ‘Cause that’s the way you made me … your fragile machine I need out exactly because you programmed me to obey And I’ll do it, every day Exactly because you built me to your specifications Anxious twists, change of directions I know it’s killing me, but I can’t turn away. I fell down exactly because I wasn’t meant to be this way And I knew it, every day Exactly because I cannot sleep, the restless patter Leads me to consider if I’m shattered Broken beyond repair, and if I’ve let it happen
7.
Fog Lights 03:52
Two boys from broken homes One truck, nowhere to go These roads lead everywhere Except where we’re from Music on, music low Two boys, nowhere to go Is the night long enough To hide the things we know We drive … into the night We drive … leave the world behind We drive … into the night We drive … move or you will die Two men with different lives Two paths, two different minds The road back to this place Miles spin like time Voices on, voices low Two men who still don’t know Each time people get close Their feet long for the road
8.
Lift me up Take me away From this place From these gray walls Cracks in the ceiling Splintered feelings These floorboards that I walk Pacing across the room Tracing memory Aside from you It’s over And over Spinning down You lift me up On broken hands Fingers spread wide Can’t hold anything I wear these Braces on my neck Empty politics They just pull me down I turn my head I lift my chin to the clouds Never proud But never enlightened Lightning strikes … twice This hand-me-down brain
9.
Power Down 03:53
Part 1: Flicker lights Power down I know you are here Part 2: If there is only darkness, where there once was light If there is only sadness, where there once was happiness Part 3: Don’t hold me... Part 4: I hear you every time I exercise my voice Part 5: I can fail as well as anyone

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released July 30, 2021

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Year of the Fall San Francisco, California

Year of the Fall is a synthwave/retrowave band inspired by the music and movies of the 1980s. The duo features German musician Philipp Kappestein and American songwriter Dan Vaccaro. Their debut album, Fragile Machine, blends the airy pop culture sound of their formative years with a hint of melancholy for the imminent loss of our collective humanity. ... more

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